When you care about someone you start to develop expectations, with that comes being let down. I was reminiscing on old times with old friends, it's mostly heartbreaking, remembering the good times at least, when I loved people so much and didn't worry about anything else. All those people are gone now. I know I am better without them, if I wasn't, they would still be here. I can't help miss it though, or them. I wish people would of tried harder for me when it mattered.